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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

a rainbow beyond the dark skies...

A doubtful heart is not a loving heart, that's what they say.
But what if he's the one who says that he wanted to be with her sometimes.
He loves you alright and promises you that what they have has no strings attached.
How can you deprived him of a friend in her?
What if she says that she wanted your man more than the man she married?
Would you just sit and ignore the shadows of jealousy?
Would you allow the lioness in you to come out and growl in pain as you scratch her eyes out?
You talked to him almost pleading not to destroy your trust that you selflessly bestowed upon him.
He assured you that what they have is purely friendship.
He wanted no more than that. Does she too?
She's there. You're here.
She's married but she come to see your man now and again.
Would you allow her?
Can you stop him?
Promises and kisses aren't assurances.
Hugs and holding hands are not binding enough.
Would five years of being together tie you up?
You're sitting in a dark room trying to hide the pain.
Contemplating on what to do as you valiantly restrain the frightening feeling of jealousy that's slowly creeping in the surface knowing too well that if not handled carefully can burn you and him into oblivion..

1 comment:

  1. this is one of the many issues that every girl-boy relationship is confronted with. if we could only control the other person's heart and possess him / her to our advantage...if we could only guard every step he / she takes and every move he / she makes so we wont lose touch of him / her...if we could only choose the people whom we want him / her to associate with so we can be assured that there's no taking over of possession..if we could only dictate his / heart, we will never have this creepy feeling of jealousy...but the truth of the matter is that, usually we get jealous not because our partners have this playful attitude towards opposite sex, but we do so because we don't trust the person and more to that effect is the reality that we don't trust our very "self". what i am trying to point out is that, we are so insecure on what we have and what we are and maybe who we are, that we tend to sink down and feel so little..one secret i think that we need to have is to feel good about ourselves. regardless of the assurance that the other person provides us with, we should assure ourselves that no matter what it takes we will always remain intact and still whole..it's just a piece of cake! LOL

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